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This page conserves the character fiction forum of the Agora forums. The posts have been left unformatted to make it easier for users to copy them here and paste them into the new forums.

Oren Itanooren12/10/08 18:25View
Missy12/10/08 22:22View
The backstory of Vulpes.Vulpes12/11/08 01:46View
Erica KesselErica Kessel12/11/08 07:52View
Missy's Story.. a Do-over and another ChapterMissy12/11/08 22:38View
UsrBinPerl12/11/08 23:48View
oren12/11/08 23:57View
Kwekwe's BackstoryKwekwe Karu12/12/08 01:02View
UsrBinPerl12/13/08 00:35View
Eternal SunsetMissy12/13/08 12:19View
Kit Ristow12/14/08 00:01View
ShyMathys12/14/08 00:27View
MasksAlissa12/14/08 00:58View
Lorae12/14/08 01:24View
UsrBinPerl12/14/08 22:07View
Missy's Story Continued..Part 3Missy12/16/08 08:43View
Missy's Story Part 4: Innocence ShatteredMissy12/16/08 18:34View
Missy's Story Part 5: Innocence AnnihilatedMissy12/18/08 17:16View
Small DangersVox12/18/08 21:36View
Saint of The Abyss: Part 1Luciferiel12/19/08 05:21View
Zero....-1Justa Zero12/19/08 17:38View
Zero....1Justa Zero12/19/08 18:26View
Óðr’s Daughter. Chapter I: A Guiding DreamAsil Karu12/20/08 02:39View
Omega To Alphaerinnic12/23/08 16:49View
Her Bloody Tears [-Past Event-]Methias12/23/08 18:09View
Lost Kitsune - A Shattered MindKiera12/25/08 18:51View
Usr's story Part IVUsrBinPerl12/27/08 20:34View
The EssexHeir Maelstrom12/29/08 04:23View
Kwekwe's shameKwekwe Karu12/30/08 18:11View
Joint Round Robin Fic Anyone...?erinnic12/30/08 19:07View
God Was On Her Lips As She Diederinnic01/02/09 23:31View
Love and Betrayal - A New Beginningkessjuliesse01/03/09 13:46View
The Diary of Cody Woodhencodywoodhen01/05/09 21:35View
Missy's Story Part 6: Innocence AbductedMissy01/07/09 06:23View
Cursed BladeYannis_Martynov01/08/09 21:27View
Story Thread: Community Round Robin Ficerinnic01/09/09 23:25View
The demon withinCanly Fargis01/11/09 16:14View
Ziau- CoLA's Very Own CasanovaZiau01/13/09 02:09View
Twisted Attentionserinnic01/21/09 20:34View
Inspiration- music and roleplayZiau01/26/09 08:01View
Compilation! Where were you when it all happened?Ziau01/28/09 09:12View
The Clock Struck MidnightMalice Ashdene01/28/09 22:31View
With Precision- a poem by Kelly Welch A.k.A Ziau Jua.Ziau01/29/09 04:36View
Alisa's dicovery of a new world (character sheet + story)Alisa Draconia01/30/09 19:17View
The Shadow Stepper- Ziau the Enshadowed.Ziau02/01/09 07:26View
Krista Lemon arrives to the streets of Lost AngelsKrista02/03/09 00:09View
Back Story Upto the Excile of Rune.RuneCrimson02/03/09 21:59View
War with the Brood, war with the Coven, and the Pack.Ziau02/07/09 04:11View
-- Halcyon's Backstory --Halcyon Nacht02/08/09 00:22View
Planer/Exonar family (aka, Erinyse, Khalan, Viridian, Cummere, Selena)Cummere Mayo02/08/09 03:53View
Kit's BackstoryKit Ristow02/10/09 18:40View
Eyes in the DarkKeyla02/11/09 09:47View
Surfacing Part ILlyr02/13/09 22:21View
Surfacing Part IILlyr02/13/09 22:35View
Tama-Chan: A Cat's Story (Tamara's background)Tamara02/17/09 07:35View
Project: A map of Post Apocalypse North AmericaTamara02/17/09 19:21View
Dreamtime RevelationsWinter02/19/09 18:08View
Reaver-the echo of the BlackwindAntiZero02/23/09 00:43View
On the Origin of SpeciesTamara02/25/09 22:38View
ConfessionKit Ristow02/26/09 01:39View
Personnel File: Pointe, Zsuzsanna C. (Inactive, Deceased)Su Pointe02/26/09 03:32View
Malice, in a Different Kind of WonderlandMalice Ashdene02/27/09 18:07View
The Dark of InspirationKit Ristow03/01/09 21:42View
Jheric: CrucifiedKayle Ashdene03/03/09 10:53View
It's my lifearsene_Braveheart03/05/09 18:18View
The Tradgedy of the HybridDigital Enigma03/29/09 07:09View
The Sin of Wrathmolly switchblade04/02/09 21:28View
Golden BoyEphran Ehrler04/15/09 06:12View
Story About A GirlAesendria04/24/09 15:34View
Climaxe by Smith and WessonSloan04/28/09 06:19View
My new project ATTENTION Russian Characters!Ziau05/01/09 06:42View
**NSFW** A Typical Tuesday Night for MissyMissy05/06/09 20:48View
Post your profile links!Cortero Landar05/07/09 10:25View
Making Logan SufferAesendria05/12/09 07:09View
Jeanne VarunJeanne Varun05/14/09 08:24View
The Vanguard's True PurposeLogan05/16/09 01:03View
Cortero's Infernal ArmorCortero Landar05/16/09 06:52View
Bookstore SurpriseAesendria05/16/09 23:16View
Post your profile links if you have in-story info in them!Cortero Landar05/18/09 10:33View
PromisesAesendria05/24/09 02:44View
Cyber Evolution Bios, Anur Seda, Cyber Reaper, and Commander of CETheassassin06/08/09 11:28View
Was any of it real?Youko_Giha06/12/09 15:28View
A shift in prioritiesLogan06/17/09 04:21View
Going homeLudvig06/17/09 19:10View
'Ren in Japanoren06/18/09 23:11View
Thelma across the boardThelemaJuliesse06/26/09 15:09View
Pre-fiction: How Kayteear got here.Kayteear07/15/09 16:43View
Story TimeCharissa07/17/09 19:03View
Pack Airship RP.Tai07/27/09 02:49View
My CharacterLilith1308/05/09 22:34View
LilithLilith1308/06/09 09:30View
The Haunter in the DarkShadow08/14/09 21:50View
The Flying HeadsKwekwe Karu08/16/09 16:52View
Why selling coffins is impossible in CoLAZiau08/23/09 04:14View
Paint it red!Ziau08/23/09 07:51View
Young Cowards.Ziau08/23/09 08:28View
Great video for RPers and people passionate about writing.Ziau09/05/09 08:55View
Dux - 264 BCDux09/10/09 18:41View
The Thing at South Gate SanitariumShadow09/15/09 22:09View
♪♫ Do you wanna RP my avatar ♪♫Kayteear09/17/09 14:45View
Jessica's MotherJessica Susser09/21/09 04:19View
Ziau Challenged me to. NSFWChasityDawes09/21/09 07:17View
The Divine Machine.................Theassassin09/21/09 22:29View
I Bleed my Blood for Myself.Ziau09/22/09 22:28View
Cronicle of a deathKayteear09/24/09 01:34View
"Please Allow Me to Introduce Myself"DavidJoshua Artful09/26/09 17:07View
Old Versus NewDigital Enigma09/27/09 20:28View
The Shadowed Order, The Eternal Order, Ordo MachinaTheassassin10/06/09 06:55View
Elamyrath's HistoryElamyrath10/10/09 00:52View
The here, the now, the dead. The Minus.TheMinus Ziskey10/10/09 12:41View
Before bed ritual.Amy Guisse10/17/09 04:13View
Alone?Ike10/18/09 15:34View
IS this High School again?Theassassin10/24/09 12:49View
Sidhe vs DrowOrlok Lectar10/29/09 04:08View
Daddy bluesarsene_Braveheart11/17/09 19:01View
Chronicles of SIEagentlyseria11/22/09 12:27View
The Lady In Black(A Drokan Exile Twisted Love Story)AntiZero11/29/09 06:36View
The growing Darkness.Leirain Koray12/01/09 11:04View
The lycanKayteear12/01/09 16:00View
City of Lost Jackman: The Untold Hollywood BlockbusterAntiZero12/02/09 07:11View
Coming home for christmas ..Kes12/10/09 22:17View
Bunneh Vs. Lich, DBZ styleKarsha Yutani12/14/09 11:59View
A FarewellRoland12/16/09 20:50View
Of Death and RebirthDigital Enigma12/21/09 20:14View
The Story of ReocoReoko Farspire02/06/10 20:47View
Homecoming......... The Story of Orpheus DarkfoldOrpheusDarkfold03/11/10 02:27View
The Story of Orpheus Part 2OrpheusDarkfold03/13/10 23:15View
Who owns who?Kayteear03/22/10 22:03View
Missing the Oceanricercar03/23/10 22:27View
Letter to the editor: Manners in LATink03/25/10 16:58View
Chasity BackstoryChasityDawes06/14/10 19:43View
Something Black and Violent...DavidJoshua Artful06/19/10 22:23View
Doctor Visiterinnic07/12/10 04:26View
Gabby Perdidevacantghost07/19/10 04:42View
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ZiauOne wrong move and they will pound
My nails are tight inside my wrists
This sacrament is sacrilege and sentimental
Deity experimental, faith is accidental

- Opium of the People, Slipknot.


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Prose, what is prose to those who cannot see?
What is words to a mouth that cannot speak?
What is life to a heart that cannot beat?
With each turn of this hourglass I write- I was there- I have seen.

I was young, I was scared, I still had a lot to dream,
I wore an overcoat and a hat , I was still handsome and lean.
So valuable to a surgeon, an amateur like me,
With me I had tools, so sharp and so clean.

Rain fell hard, rolling against flesh and wetting my hair,
But I told him to lean back and relax in the large metal chair.
First went his eyes, I took them from his skull,
"It will all be over soon" I said with a soft southern drawl.

I just kept cutting and taking, with no intent to fix or bind,
And alas, I could not think with sin about my mind.
The scalpel I used with precision I assume,
For in my work, like a demon,you can only presume.

His name I never got- he just came and asked for the 'Doc',
Little did he know I still had plenty of time left on my clock.
I was cutting him up, putting him where I put my lunch,
In a little blue cooler, that hardly had food in it,... much.

Call me demented, or you can call me a freak,
But that night I lost my scalpel, missing when I came back from a leak.
I thought I was mad, I had thought that with all my my heart,
But in the lobby of this Dark City Hosital was three corpses torn apart.

A werewolf, a lycan, whatever they're named,
Slit them from ear to ear and no one but he was blamed.
They called him Ziau, last names for something or another,
Ah yes, obituaries, and with him his look-alike brother.

He had taken my tool and with precision he cut,
The nekos in the lobby who had called him a mutt.
I say this with caution, for I still think I'm mad,
But he tucked away my scalpel, that smooshy faced lad.

He took it away, far from my sight,
Leaped over a building and off into the night.
It never came back, and that was my favorite tool,
Him and his brother leaving me babbling like a fool.

I had come here for work, work that goes unpayed,
But this place is a hellhole, my emotions but frayed.
My kind of work is terror, a human you see,
But in this city I am weak, and there is no room for a cutter like me.

They laugh, call me mad, an old cliche name,
They think that when I want to hurt them- it's even a sexual game.
What is this wretched place, why will no one hear my scream,
A place of Lost Angels, all built on Hell's wicked dream.

I have seen the horned ones, the cat people alike,
And the Syndacite humans told me to go take a hike.
No room for the crazies, so the Clan took me in,
But all are crazier than me, I cannot compete with the sin.

So here I write, collecting these thoughts,
A toolcase with a replaced scalpel I bought.
With precision I cut, my wrist in this fear,
But even Lucifer himself won't come take me from here.

Blood on the page- blood in the street,
Yet with my severed tendon my handwriting is curving and neat.
Why can't I die- why must I live,
I have given this world all the fucking sin I have to give.

I cut the people up, I take away their souls,
I feed it to Abaddon, down in his fiery hole.
But here I am left immortal, here I still stay awake,
Each dripping drop and my body won't shake.

I saw him, he took my scalpel away- this one just isn't right,
He took away and ran off in the night!
I will find you Ziau Jua, I will get back my soul,
And when I do, it will be you who burns in that hole.

I will get back my life, my humanity, my madness,
Because a life of immortality without my passion is a life full of sadness.
I can look to the Prime, and the rest of the Clan,
But they never see me- never talk back to my demands.

Am I a specter, a ghost or a voice,
It's not like I gained this state of confusion or was given a choice.
God cannot help me- I took too many of his own,
But now I am writing this passage, so cold and alone.

If you read this please help me- if you can help me please do,
I am the doctor of CoLA with the lunch pail of blue.
It's full of organs, I don't need them returned,
Because I am still screaming, when I should have already burned.
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01/29/09 04:36
Malice Ashdeneits catchy and entertaining and leaves a vivid picture in my mind much like your RPs ive managed to witness, as well as your LA group chat rants o_o01/29/09 06:20
Cheza[i]Aww Ziau's a poet eh? Kudos![/i]01/29/09 14:18
KaiReally enjoyed this poem. :) Good job sweety~!01/30/09 01:00
Ziau[quote=Cheza][i]Aww Ziau's a poet eh? Kudos![/i][/quote]
I wish I were a poet- I am just a man who works at McDonald's, whom is dead set on escaping here in this city.
01/30/09 07:20
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